where's the happy-go-lucky girl i used to be?

stop worrying too much, girl.

guys had their interclass bball on friday(: we didnt win, but its alright. haha. n2 won, they are the ones who trashed us in our first round. LOL. i was hoping for T1 to win, but they didnt. sad, but they could have la. but nvm. its over alr(:

i feel that i wasting my life and time nowadays, doing things i dont even want to do, living in my sis's shadows, and never can i make decisions myself. 'everything i do, i do it for you, cos i love and care for you.' that's what my mum always said. okay, i know u love me. and thanks for everything u have done for me, but still, im not even happy, at all. but u think i am. ive been helping u with ur work since im 3, and thats 12 years ago. isnt that enough, i just need a few days, or even just a few hours to slack around with my friends, and you just say, ' NO. YOU HAVE TO HELP US WITH OUR WORK. IF YOU WANT TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE, YOU WILL HAVE TO HELP AND EARN MONEY FOR US.' and thats wth! its your work, and not mine! i've always been helping you, and u say i've not help enough? ive been rejecting many gatherings with my friends, just to help you la! and you say i've been going out for alot of times. can you just open ur eyes anot?! i know you want to protect me, but isnt this abit too much? being protective may be good, but over-protective is crap. and im different with my sister, so dont compare. she's she and i'm me.

i've been reading chenying's archives, from 2004 onwards, till about may 2005. mmm, she's just so different from last time la, in every way, the way seh type, express herself, and the use of chinese. and i prefer her posts last time, talking about her life, everything. now, its like. -.-" wadeva.

sec 3 girls interclass bball again! and we, 3e3 won! so happy! my first time. haha. nvr tot that we will win la, cos clar say, we'll lost to e2, but we still won in the end(: clar was very tensed during our match with e2, cos maybe got the eunice, who was the bball team captain la. she's pro and very hiong lo. haha!

we won, and all that's all thx to jac, clar, rueylin, yingzhen and lena! haha. they know how to play bball la! where got like me, nvr play bball in my life and dare to play interclass bball! LOL. guys playing tmr, they think they will lose, and everybody guess they will lose. haha. cos they are playing against n2 for their first match! arghh~ how suay! but must have faith in them! LOL. jiayou(:

someone told me to support t1, but i doubt i can even go and watch the match la, all thx to mrs ang! pratical~ sian. how can we miss out such exciting matches?! really want to watch lo! haha.

we asked jordon in class whether we'll win anot, and he reply, 'we trash.' we were like okay lo, still can how. dun lose until too cham can le. then after that he continue. 'we trash them.' haha. i hope so, but i doubt. LOL. but since we can create miracles, so i guess they can too(: haha.

todays matches are the best matches i have, since, i only play like ONCE, which is this time. LOL. cant blame me! my hands and legs just cant coordinate. i think captain's ball still suit me better. haha.

treat it as if im asleep.

its night alr, and i still havent have my dinner! cos im still darn full la! went to eat lunch with jac, shir and erkee at sakae, buffet, so we were like ordering and ordering non-stop la! haha.

shir was like crazy over the food la! we went there 10 mins earlier, so we had to wait for the clock to strike 3 before we can start eating, if not will be counted as alacarte, so we waited. i cant stand the temptation! the sushi is like moving in front of me, and i cant bear to just look at them w/o eating! LOL.

jac was siao, she helped us order the food, and the tempura and everything. and there's a page with like 15 items in the menu. normally, we will say, 'mmm, i want this and this.' but jac told the waiter, 'excuse me, mmm, i want all this except this four. (and covering the four pictures with her hand.)'. we were like laughing like crazy la! who like that order one lo! we were shocked when the first time the food came, it was all over the table!



this is not all, i think we ordered the amt of food on top for 4-5 times. which was like ALOT la. we played 'zhong ji mi ma' and the food are like depleting so fast la! LOL. we keep eating and eating. and im still darn full! haha. but im so happy, so long nvr eat until like that alr. haha.

shir was so sick when she ate the peas, which jac said very nice. she tried her best, but she look as if she's going to vomit everything out! LOL. she said that they were gross! i agree too(: only that it's just tasteless. haha.

and there's this weird thing jac ordered, 'zha cai' as in fried vege. it was eew~ disgusting. it consists of brinjal?, sweet potato, potato, mushroom, whatever. sucks. like pui la. just see how it looks! arghh.



off to eat dinner! i'll get scolded if i dont(: and happy birthday, eugene! or summer, if you like(:

my hair just wouldnt stay in place today! no matter how much water i put, it just keep standing! if it's so messy on a normal day, i wouldnt mind! but today we were supposed to take class photo la! who wouldnt want urself to look the nicest lo! but i've got no choice, it's messy alr. heck care with it le la! aiya.

i've got new no. it's prepaid card. thx, dear(: haha. now i can talk w/o stress alr! hehe. two sim cards and one phone. how am i supposed to use it la! LOL. keep changing the cards will die, one day, sure got one lost de lo! haha. im so dead la.

tmr's there SPA! grr, dun feel like doing it at all. it's after exams! and we are still busy doing SPA. and we've got to do 3 this week! how to do! siao. and somemore there's bball interclass lo! lots of pple wont be in class, conduct SPA, sure cannot one.

lets push it after the holidays(: haha.

你一直说 ，我们的爱像一部公路电影。
我是在这座公车认识你，
以及离开你的，
你会怎样形容这样的巧合。


呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后满满的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑 反正你看不到
我要的幸福 遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦 那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角
界上拥挤人潮 走着看着都是催眠符号
记忆停不了 穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道 我只想不被打扰

假装多好 我只要只想要 再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱 一直会让我依靠
继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃

如果说 有什么让我难过的，
那就是你假裝不认识我，
我假裝不认识你。

我想跟妳说的是，
我从来沒有想要伤害你，
我只是想要多一点自己的空间。

你说那不是背叛，
那是一种自由。

当爱失了焦 那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角
界上拥挤人潮 走着看着都是催眠符号
记忆停不了 穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道 我只想不被打扰

假装多好 我只要只想要 再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱 一直会让我依靠
继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃

那是你女朋友吗？
不是，我们只是普通朋友。

假裝多好 依然是依然是 曖昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹 两人世界的煎熬
我被自己 困在自己设下的圈套

像是鸵鸟相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明瞭 你的爱已随风飘
想要找 再也找不到

假裝多好 我只要只想要 再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱 还心甘 情願的 不想逃

假裝多好 依然是 依然是 曖昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹 两人世界的煎熬
我被自己 困在自己设下的圈套

好久不见，你最近好吗？

假裝自己 已解开冰冷的手铐

我看着你，瞳孔似乎适应了黑暗 ，
但是，对你的焦距，却越来越模糊，
直到现在，我才发现，
爱你，跟不爱你，都是不能假裝的。

i am absolutely burnt. call me whatever, bbqued bird. yaya. and i really agree la! it's red like hell and it's ONLY ME! -.-" not even rueylin is redder than me la! and i can say that the others are not even red. then why am i burnt?! arghh. sick.

3e3 class hike rocks like hell! woohoo~ enjoyed myself, really! haha. went to meet mr lee, jac, eugene they all at hougang central. i thought i was early, leaving the hse at 7.30am and thinking that i'll reach before 8, the time we were supposed to meet. BUT! they changed to 7.30 and wth! i didnt know la! didnt see the class blog, and so im late again. like my fault lo. -.-" haha.

the trip to changi was like damn long, mr lee said there were two tikohs looking at clar when she was combing and tying her hair. they were sitting behind her, and one of them was actually reading newspaper, but he gave up reading just to look at clar combing her hair. haha. weeweets~

the boat ride was okay(: took a couple of photos.


our journey begins(:


jac and the forever-covering her face, shir. LOL.



3 BIG retards. mmm, im sorry mad. TWO retards i mean.(:


BYEBYE, changi!


bored?

walked quite a long distance, 2km i think, to a beach beside the npcc campsite! we were like having a picnic there la, only that there's no food. haha. we played soccer, captain's ball and monkey there! and what can i say? it's just damn fun la. haha. and eugene and mad make a great couple. buahaha. it's like, eugene do things for mad la. everything. mad does things for him too. as if we are transparent la. but seriously, we are not. i still rmb what mad said when eugene was aslp and we tried making fun of him. she said, 'wei! dun disturb him, he ytd very late then slp.' haha. and they wore 'qing lv zhuang' as in 'couple clothes'. LOL. they wore BROWN SHIRT AND WHITE PANTS. haha. me and nina are a pair, cos we both wore purple top and green bottom. jac and clar both wore limegreen shirt. haha. yuenchi prank call pizza hut la! he called for a pepperoni pizza, and he said he wanted no pepper and more roni! and he kup the phone. and then he wanted to called canadian pizza to order a pizza from canada. yay. -.- haha.

i just read from jac's blog, and i suddenly rmb about eugene's new nickname. it's SUMMER, since mad was wearing a 'i love SUMMER' de t-shirt(: haha. this was started by mr lee! and eugene's chinese name will be 'xia tian' and mad's 'xia ri'.(: LOL.


and it's the ever so ON, jac.


mmm, two gays?


after a 2km walk, this is paradise, man!


it started by only me.


then it became 3 girls.


then five(:


all of the girls! E3 POWER! rawrr~


-.-" wth they doing.


shhh, mr lee is flirting with the drink stall auntie(:


eugene was lying down and drinking his coconut, he said, 'THIS IS LIFE!'


but i think this should be it. haha. ^^


BOO! are u scared? LOL.



random pictures taken by clar. (:


went back to changi village and we saw bala's shop(:

this trip really rocks! haha. i really had fun, though im red like fire engine now. haha. went to arcade at hougang with jac, eugene they all, watched them play datona, intial D the dunno wad car racing, and DDR. we were like tottaly louya at DDR la. it was so funny. the 1st time they play, it was less than 1 min, or maybe even less than 30 sec. LOL. i really dislike those girls in arcade who thinks they own the DDR machine lo. they look at we and jac play like very bu shuang like that lo. lousy also cannot like that lo. so sai.

went out with jac shir clar yz on tuesday and went shopping at marina square, and that place quite alot of things to shop. got one hawaii-feel shop attracted us la. and we were in there for quite long. choose alot of things. the accessories there are nice(:




i don't know why, but i just feel like power ranger(: haha.


our food at pastamania(: shiok!

and there was photo taking ytd, for CCAs, nina tried to spike her hair, with derrick so called advice. spike everything UP, and pull the fringe DOWN. we followed his instructions, and with lousy skills, nina's hair became:


creepy. haha.

theres phototaking on monday 3e3 la! how to take photo with my skin to be so red. will paiseh one la! haha.

my results are great, real great):
i think i missed out on geography, i got 50.5/100. i got back question 1,2 and 3. and i still need 17 marks to pass la! and mr lee said the multiple choice at the end, and guess wad i got? 17! i immediately burst into tears la. but that was tears of joy! studied so hard and dint pass? then wads the use of studying?

today, i had my 1st gym training w/o rachel, everything's just plain weird and boring. it's just so different.

happy birthday, sis(:

ytd was like so fun la! haha, went out with jac, clar, shir and yingzhen(: we shopped. i saw this clothes or is it jumper? or pants? i like la, but it's like 50 bucks! gosh, i only have 45 dollars. i soon forgot about it, maybe i dont like it so much afterall(: only clar and yingzhen got shou huo la, all from pmk. and i feel so cheated by the staff there! they say u get two pig plushies ( like ashley from action city ) if you spent $80 or more. and on display was two cute pigs la! one big and white one, one small and black. then after we bought the things, he took out two small black and white pigs. they were like so damn different la! haha.

sch's okay today? SLACK. got back my english, chinese, physics and chemistry paper. it was okay? was within my expectations la, maybe my expectations abit too low, but nvm.

ENGLISH:
Comprehension: 14/25
Summary: 15/25
Letter To Editor: 17/30

CHINESE:
Paper 2: 54.5/70
Ying Yong Wen: 15/20
Composition: 23/50
Oral: 37/40
Listening: 20/20

PHYSICS:
Multiple Choice: 14/25
Section B: 32/45
Section C: 7.5/20

CHEMISTRY:
Multiple Choice: 15/25
Section B & C: 18/65

great pple like me, take great results. buahaha.(:

mad, arent you honoured? i took ur quiz, again. haha.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 blackouts.
02 birds.
03 lizards.

THREE MOST ABSURD THINGS MY FRIENDS ACCUSE OF ME:
01 nth.
02 nth, really.
03 absolutely nth.

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 weiting.
02 rachel.
03 erkee.

THREE PEOPLE I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
01 everyone.
02 yups, all my friends.
03 i cant live w/o everyone.

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 being accused of what i have not done!
02 daily work in school.
03 being alone.

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 gymnastics.
02 sushi!
03 singing(:

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 chemistry.
02 physics.
03 history/ss.

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 cap.
02 clothes.
03 vcds of hunter x hunter.

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 doing this survey.
02 waiting to go to school for chinese listening.
03 digging my ears. LOL.

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 cut botak.
02 hug and kiss everyone.
03 learn to fly(:

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 cry at cartoons and anime.
02 eat 50 sushis in one go(:
03 walk.

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 fly.
02 runaway from home.
03 swim.

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 me.
02 me the great.
03 me the almighty!

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 my mum.
02 my dad.
03 my dog(:

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 haha.
02 go and die la!
03 anything lo!

THREE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 sushi!
02 hotcakes!
03 roti prata!

THREE SHOWS I WATCHED WHEN I WERE A KID:
01 hk drama.
02 scooby doo!
03 i dont rmb. haha.

THE END.

im watching hunter x hunter again(: and i cant stand it! i still love killua! he's so cute and so cool and so shuai la! i've got to find a pic of him and post up here. LOL.


gosh! cant stand his cuteness! haha.

its boring today, went over to my cousins hse, and theres only two of my cousins there, all the others have gone overseas to play and study! itsso boring going there now la! absolutely nothing to do at all! grr.

found out smth, me and my mum are both racist! hahas. we are going on to a lift at the void deck, and there were two indians behind us! we went into the lift and waited for them to come in, but later we saw they turned away and didnt head for our lift. and guess wads the reaction of both of us stright away? 'heng ah!' haha. i we said at the same time la. LOL. thats not on purpose one lo. hahas.

there's listening tmr! i've gt to dig my ears.(: and happy mother's day to every mamas(:

went to mac at 8, met up with mad and eugene, and had breakfast(: thought there will be alot of pple lo, the only we 3! i was late, and they ate first. that was sick, i felt like so extra and lightbulb there. LOL. haha. i ate hotcakes! so long nvr eat alr, love it! cos its make of flour! haha.

went to school after that, played street soccer! and it was damn fun la! haha. 10 pple? it was great. there are Adriel, Mad, Nigel, Yuen Chi, Eugene, Mr Lee, Rueylin, Nina, Bala and me(: it was just nice la, not too much pple! hope can play again. haha. i dont want to play bball, maybe its cos i dunno how to play. or just dont have interest in it. i prefer soccer(:

played till crazy la! for 2 hours! haha. mr lee kepp taking photos, and i got one from mad. i look like shit. but nvm. we're playing soccer, no xing xiang to take care of. haha.



gd nite(: todays a tiring day. haha.

i've got smth to say! exams are finally over! and its time to celebrate my survival, but i dont dare to say the same until i get my results. i know, they will be as shit as how i had done my exams, but nvm about that, i just have to forget about that first. i've got to enjoy the 5 day holidays coming up! too much time to waste!

i've got a nickname for erkee, it's 'go eat shit'! cool! haha. i like it. its sounds the same as his chinese name! 'guo yu qi' abit mian qiang, but i find it funny. whatever. LOL.

went to airport and 'study' and stayed there for a few minutes then go alr. damn funny. ate my fav sushi!(: happy!!

this song just relate to me so much, maybe its meant to end like this.

Now That She's Gone
by: JJ

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life
Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

3rd day of exams, and now, i have only geography and history left! on monday, i was still thinking i dread exams. and now? theres only 2 subjects left. time passes so fast. im so looking forward tmr.

i need to shop, to relieve my stress. i really have the urge to spend money. sick.

i have not much to blog about my exams, but maybe two words, which chenying told me and is quoted from shawn, "consisitently fail". i think so too.

i just want everything to be over soon, no matter what the ending is. pls.

this post is dedicated to rachel once more, not because i miss her or wad, just that there's some photos i need to post. haha.


went to the airport, and saw rachel's aeroplane. i didnt want to cry at all when i see rachel, but when i saw this, i cant take it la! my eyes were watering and feel so sour in my heart. weird feeling. eew.

and u know the machine in neoprint shops which helps u draw a portrait of urself? rachel tried it, damn brave! cos there's a screen outside, and u can see what the person is doing inside la, including posing for the pictures! me, weiting and erkee was like looking at the screen outside, and we couldnt stop laughing! haha.


first, rachel pose herself nicely to have a great picture taken!


then the computer, draws rachel's face out. haha. look like alien right!


and TADA! it's printed out and it's done!(:

physics and emaths test today. mmm, can they shorten the exam duration? =/

i kept my promise, although i still cried. but at least i didnt cry in front of rachel, i didnt cry in front of the gym pple, it was after wad my dad said, then i cried. i thought i wouldnt cry, i didnt felt a thing when rachel said 'bye!', i didnt felt a thing when rachel cried herself, i didnt felt a thing when rachel got into the departure gate, i didnt felt a thing when she turned and wave at us behind of that thin piece of damned mirror.

it was my dad's sickening remarks that made me cry. he said 'wah, you never cry ah! i want to see you cry leh!' and there, my tears fell. why? i didnt know the answer at all. i just dont feel good about that. i didnt get to see rachel after she went into the departure gate, and this will be the last time in a year, i get to see her.

i don't i'll recover very quickly from this, this thing has been disturbing me for ages, and throughout this whole week, i cannot concentrate on my work anymore. no matter how hard i study, those things just cant get into my head.

only me, erkee, nelson, jasmine, nina, beijia and kaixiang went to send rachel off. renee called me to let her have a short talk with rachel, weiting passed me a letter and a sms for rachel. kaixiang bought rachel a diary. i think rachel will really appreciate those who were there just now, we gym pple rock. and kaixiang? you rock too(: the way we are looking at rachel when she got into the gates was just so sick. we just kept staring, and did not know what to do at all.

erkee and i went to airport at 9, one hour before everyone arrived, even earlier than rachel. went to eat and walk walk around. he was sick, but still, thanks for accompanying me. met up with rachel, but later went to look at the aeroplanes with erkee. and i really felt like crying when i saw the aeroplane rachel will be taking. hai.

her plane has alr took off half an hour ago. take care.

friends forever, rachel(:

i dread going to school cos it will be physics and emaths exams the next time i go back to school! which is like monday? i didnt really study much for exams, so i think this time, it will be the same too.

PHYSICS! wth, converging lens! whats with the rays la? carn they just move in straight lines and stop going in different directions? my life will be easier like that la, the rays will be so easy to draw. hah. then i'll get full marks and top the class and level! haha. i think too much, unless miracles exist.

and theres still EMATHS after physics. so sick, i studied my maths until gong alr la, and the numbers, alphabets and formulae jammed up in my head! how am i supposed to score? how i wish i can exchange my brain with zhenwei la, then EVERYTHING will be solved(:

just a few more hours before im going to the airport, for, rachel. and its just 6 hours later, rach will be gone to china, and i don't know when i can see her again. she said she will be back june next year, but for how long? i don't think she'll be back so often anymore. what if one year later, i forgot about her, or she forgot about me? life's so unpredictable, i don't know what will happen next. what can i say? just take care(:

im gonna miss rachel and jiecai, even if i don't know him, its just too painful to forget someone i have known for years, and they just disappear like that. how am i to live without someone i have been with for years. this all just seem so impossible. will our friendship remain strong even after the years without meeting, or just grow weak after sometime, and turn into strangers when we meet again? i don't know and i really don't. i don't want my life to change, i just want it stay as it was, with everyone i love by my side. but it will never be the same again.

im gonna die in the competition of studies in 3e3, its just too stressful and hectic for me. i thought that the cometition will be good to me, then i'll persevere with all of them and do my best in the midyear exam. but now, it has turn out the other way. i've never felt so stressed in my life, and i don't want to. i hate to be stressed and controlled. maybe this kinda of life isnt for me, but i'll still have to go through it.

gosh, im in NO MOOD to study, especially after jasmine cried during recess when she saw rachel today. i really dint want to look at her, cos i felt that i was about to cry too. i said i wont cry, and seriously, i 100% garantee will cry one.

this is from weiting's blog, i took what it says about me, pple born in january. and this is damn true.100% true(:

JANUARY
Pretty/Handsome.what can i say? let's be truthful, this is damn true(:
Loves to dress up.mmm, okay la, when im in the mood.
Easily bored.it's very easily bored
Fussy.not really bah? at least i don't think so.
Seldom shows emotions.damn true, i don't like to show my emotions, unless i really cannot control anymore.
Takes time to recover when hurt.yes, and it takes a lot of time.
Sensitive.at times only la, like he said, i don't know how to look at the situation lo. haha.
Down-to-Earth.quite down to earth.
Stubborn.im stubborn until extreme that kind(:

arghh, wadeva. how i wish exams are over alr. and i said, I WON"T CRY.

i love my blogskin de wallpaper now! haha. made it myself. think its plain but calm. love it leh. haha. im lazy to do my blogskin alr. i'll just change the background everytime i want to change my blogskin! haha. using my 10 mins to blog, im going to rach hse and going out later(:

jasmine cried when rach came back to school today, and i din dare to look at her, cos i felt that my eyes turned red and watery too when i saw her! cannot cry lo! if not rach will feel even more bad about it. just hope she'll be back soon(:

its 3 alr! bye(: i 'll blog later.

first, i have to say that jiecai passed away ytd, 2 may. i carn believe it when mr lee announced it during assembly. nina was still telling me that she was sure that jiecai will survive. i thought so too. but what he said was just so depressing. its the truth, and we have to face it. i'll just pray that he live well in the other world.

i gave rach her present alr! and in return, i got one super long msg from her. haha. erkee kept laughing at the msg la, i don't know why. he say, 'wah, the msg very long, must type everything she needs to say into it meh!' was that funny? erkee, laugh!

went to his hse later, he said nobody's at home except his sis. and so i went. his sis was cute and friendly(: he played his WC3 and i watched la. kinda boring, it wasnt as interesting as it used to be like last time, when i used to watch my cousins play. but still not too bad la. hahas. and suddenly, his parents come back lo! walao! damn paiseh. haha. nvm about that, LOL.

i watched two rallys for the past few days. all WP's rally. and it was like so many pple la! so scary. i went to yishun and hougang one. i took a couple of pictures.





this is the amt of pple at yishun, i cannot take ALL the pple, there's pple all over la. opposite the road, in HDB flats opposite the rally(like where im in when i took the picture), the amt of pple is o.O! but at hougang it was MUCH worse la! the amt. of pple there is like 2 to 3 times of the pple in yishun! can u imagine that! so kua zhang can! after the rally of WP at hougang that day, it was PAP's turn for their rally at the same place at hougang. and the amt of pple is PATHETIC la! can count one lo. the most only 200+ pple. so -.-". haha.

going out with weiting, rach and chenying tmr(: hope it will be fun. and i kinda miss rach. sian.

found this on jiaying's blog, she said it was quite true. so i'll take a look(:

CAPRICORN WOMAN
A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. yeah right, how i wish it's true. tall.

Once she is mad she can be very fierce.i can be, if i am mad enough. try it and die(:

She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman.maybe i can work better than some men, but im not confident at all

In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.yes, i think girls can take care of themselves(:

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions.absolutely correct la, i never like to cry in front of others.

She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are.mmm, i not so sure about this. =/

If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person.yups, if you find me ignoring you, don't come find me anymore. buahaha. (x

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you
are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent.i don't like plastics flowers, neither do i like real flowers. their scent make me sneeze. eww.

She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. so wrong! i hate the smell of cologne. they make me sneeze!

If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.hey, i don't bother about that!

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise.i love music and nature, and i sure do love animals(:

She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too.yups! i want to go OUT!

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line OK. yes, im that easily jealous kay!

Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like losing face.yar, how true.

She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter.maybe? when i get older? 5 to 10 years time? haha

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all.haha. maybe? certs dun mean anything(:

She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop.yups, i love this line. i like smart pple by character but not certs(:

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens.but im one of them! HOW?!

Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only.haha. yar, i know im stubborn and self-centered.

She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there.funny, but my hse is a pigsty too(:

If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.hello, im not so particular about this bah.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears.izzit? i never knew. LOL

She is a slow but sure type.im slow but not sure.

She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you loose your face.mmm, i don't know.

If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.love who?

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return.haha. yar, i love sweeping the class!(: who else wants to help me?

If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint.hey, i just asked for a favour, sweep the classroom! don't disappoint me, will you?

She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck".mmm, i believe in luck and miracles. haha. this is the reason when i SUDDENLY do well in exams! ^^

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. tangugu ah! nice clean home and gourmet cooking!

If your parents visit your house, they will be please.wait till they look under the sofa and bed lo!

She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".i really want this to be true, but it isnt(:

hello, they say until all my good qualities, and i feel like a PERFECT girl la. haha. will feel paiseh one you know! LOL. end of post, i'll post at night(:

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

This is my welcome message:D oh yea.

Cheeling =D
SAJC, Class 08A02
Cheerleader of Team Spires

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